| this thing has bit me in the ass so many times that i am no joke for real, dead serious this time that this my last entry..lets just say that my mom read the entry below this one as well as all the other ones i am sure...i dont understand why i never seem to find privacy from anybody but yea..what is it with parents reading my xanga anyways? ahh fuck this thing for right now anyways..i am way to fucking stressed, not cause i have so much stuff to do, well i mean i do, but i am doing it to myself with being a workaholic and taking semi hard classes..and just yea i am a dumbass |
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| okay so how sad is this that on the one entry where i wrote jack shit i
have 7 comments? ehh whatever keep them coming lol...i havent written
in this in FOREVER i dont even know where to begin...lets see...
the boy who i had went to beach week to see, i no longer talk to! its
honestly not a loss in my opinion. the exact words that came out of his
mouth was that he liked me and liked kissing me and therefor he didnt
want me to be able to kiss anyone else but him so he asked me
out...this dude was completely hopeless when it comes to talking to
girls...i kind of laughed in his face and drove off..ehh i am sure that
there will be others  i've been working
at hollister ALOT like seriously if people were to ask me what i did
this summer, i can say i went to france and i worked my ass off at
hollister..how productive lol..o and i've been doing my summer reading!
brightside to forever spending my life away at hollister, i met another
boy!! surprise surprise...and of course he's older..he's going to MC
though so he will be home here while everyone else goes to college and
leaves me at HCO  but i really dont know
where it's all going to go..he's super nice, an awesome guy, and he's
jewish! he makes me laugh and i just feel really happy whenever i hang
out with him..but i think that we will just end up staying friends..he
broke up with his 3 year girlfriend a little bit less than a year ago
and i think he still really has feelings for her that wont go away
yet..that and she still calls him all of the time. ugh i dont know, my
ove ife is forever and always complicated it never fails i swear!
so yesturday there was an HCO party at this girl ashleigh's house as an
end of the year get together kind of thing..my mom had to call her
freaking mom to make sure that it was okay for me to spend the night! i
was so embarrassed and worried that her mom would tell my mom that she
bought a keg and a million cans of beer for the party and that she
would make sure we drank responsibly! but she didnt say that so i ended
up going to the freaking boondocks of mt. airy where she lived by
following my friend lori up there..god it seriously took so long to get
there...but the party was AWESOME fun!! everyone was somewhat drunk,
except for me of course cause beer is not my thing! i had a few but i
was straight all night!! i got a few random phone calls that
night..ones that were unexpected but w/e i think they were both drunk
when they called me! james did his rafael voice all night and just had
me cracking up the entire party..omg that kid is so funny...i seriously
 him! i think ilya was getting a little
bit jealous seeing james being all flirty that night but w/e a little
bit of jealousy is good, it shows me that he cares! so ilya decides at
like 4 in the morning that he doesnt want to sleep at ashleigh's house
and asks me to go back to his house with him so as i am saying bye to
james we fall down and he tried to save my head from hitting a table
and instead my arm fell into it...it hurts so bad!!! so anyways i
follow ilya back to his house that night and just seriously crash as
soon as i get to his house!! dont worry guys he still has his V card!!
next morning i had work at 1 though so i had to wake up and go..saw his
mom as i walked out o his room!! but apparantly she likes me lol..
omg i hate having to update this thing after so long cause then i have
so much to write!!! so last wednesday i went to warped tour with a
bunch of people from work..omg it was so much fun!! it was me, alex,
ashleigh, kelsey, lori, luke, logan, molly, molly, josh, miguel, and
james!!! i seriously had a blast..it was so hot though i thought i was
going to pass out on dyhydration!! and thanks to luke i went crowd
surfing against my will during relient k!! i swear i thought i was
going to fall and crack my head open a few times..and then finally the
security guy lifted me over the railing and i clung onto him for dear
life!! i ended up seeing my chemical romance, relient k, offspring,
fall out boy, and i few other people who i dont remember lol..we were
all freaking to the music and all of the scary punk people were staring
at us as we were freaking to the hardcore punk stuff haha...that's how
we do it at hollister!! i was so determined to kiss alex!! it didnt
happen though  lol!!
but anyways i have so many bruises...on my arm from falling into a
table...the side of my leg for falling out of a go back bin at
work...my head for hitting against a wall by accident at work...my
ankle for spraining it while i was outside playing soccer with graham
in the yard..and a few more places hurt but i seriously dont remember
why lol..okay i am seriously done updating this thing..
o yea and i have been able to hang out with jilli occasionally among
other people..tonight i should have a visitor provided that they dont
blow me off and everything goes to plan..i am not going to hold my
breath on that one though lol
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| i feel drama coming on...hmmm....
well anyways...i dont see any point in writing in this anymore unless i
start getting comments..and i know you guys read this (site meter) so i
guess it up to you guys whether or not i keep this thing going!
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and
felt much better afterwards! go karts were awesome..and then we went to
the boardwalk and everything besides the puking was just perfect the
entire time i was there with nick :)